today just seriously suck laa. forever its my fault anw. wo zhen de lei le. just leave me out in everything then. i hate to try so hard and yet efforts are not recognised. at the end of the day, all i got was. all your fault la. seriously, other than disheartened and despair. what else can i say? wo zhen de lei le la. i won't try to do any more things. if you really dun like me, then forget it le. its really hard to please everyone. i tried, i really did. i swear. if i lie, struck me with the lightning then. cos i hate liars. if i'm one, struck me la k. ignore me, thats what i hated the most. the kinda feeling of being ignored, it really sucked. but all i can say, i really did try. tried to accomodate, tried to think of a plan that fits everyone in. its still a failure isn't it? =/ just let me be then.
