I seriously have so many thoughts that are going through my mind like an endless chaotic riot.
I feel that life isn't simple, perhaps complicated.
I've been trying very hard to find time out for my own, but the hectic school days are stopping me from doing so.
And seriously, i don't know why but i find myself nowadays always drained with fatigue and more fatigue-ness.
My mood gets affected very very easily i swear.
To that extent, i can get very affected EVEN BY WATCHING A SERIAL DRAMA.
I can think of why are things going on like for like days such that i sleep for only 5 to 6 hours?
And during lectures, my mind gets switch back to that drama storyline.
And watching that show gets me to think, are guys on this earth really such an easy prey to woman who are feeling helpless?
Why do man at certain point of time somehow lost their ability in judging whats right and whats wrong.
Drunk isn't an excuse to everything.
Cos drunk doesn't knock you out of your senses such that you don't know whats happening ard you and that you lose control of yourself.
If thats the case, DON'T DRINK.
Don't shirk off all responsibilty and say GOODBYE after you somehow "regain consciousness" and claim that it was a misunderstanding after that.
Or perhaps, it was a mistake right from the beginning.

I'm beginning to feel tired about L.I.F.E.
As in, the real meaning to it.
Life is how you look at it and how you live it.
Live it to the fullest or not to.
Happy or sad? Its our choice.
Easy to say. But emotions are usually the things that overwhelm us isn't it?
And majority of the time is that emotions determines our behaviour.
L.I.F.E at different stages of life have different ways of living it.
For now, its obvious that we have to study hard and nothing else.
For what? For the sake of a bright future that brings us luxury.
Maybe 5 to 6 more years down the road, the working life sets in and the reason to why we live starts to change.
At that time, we will be working, slogging our guts out so that we'll have a good career, isn't it?
But the ultimate goal is still the same.
LUXURY isn't it?

GET A LIFE MAN, PEOPLE.

And now i understand, be contented with what we have instead of taking everything for granted and always asking for more.
Why not try taking mishaps that happen as blessing in disguise?

Wo zhen de lei le.
And all i ask for is someone who is willing to be there for me and not let me think even further.
I hope it isn't difficult.