Why do i feel like as if being thrashed so hard on the ground, the impact so huge that i can't stand anymore? Gawd, the pain is fading. Till the point, i feel no more. Thanks for being by my side honey, hugging me tight while i'm in tears. Msging me in the middle of the night telling me how much you love me and that you will be thr for me. " I'm always here for you, whenever you need me, i'll be there. " Thank you. But i seriously feel the numbness in my heart which will still occasionally be triggered by certain factors. I so feel like crying. But it doesn't help. I wanna talk to her, i seriously don't want things to turn out this manner. But how? I dread saying sorry when i wasn't at fault. The fatigueness i felt each time i do so, who knows? I think, i shall let time heal that wound. And too, let time prove that people don't forgive and forget as easy as how they say. If only they do ...
