so should you ;

2009-09-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

RELINK !

theuntoldlegacy.wordpress.com

2009-09-07T14:13:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 10TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY ! :D

2009-09-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

I'M SO BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORED.
but you aren't ard for me to talk to.
was supposed to be playing DOTA RIGHT NOW, but POOF, it went just like that.
I really wonder ...........................................

if you had truly understood.

2009-09-02T22:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO READERS :D
I finally can post pictures.
Lets say abt what i've done for this week.
For sat/sun, I COOKED CHICKEN PORRIDGE for my parents and beloved honey boy.
Anddddddddddddddddddddd, for ytd.
I came out with EGG WITH ONIONS AND HAM, VEGGIE, POPCORN CHICKEN, AND PLAIN PORRDIGE.
I prepared them ALL ALONE MIND YOU.
I woke up early just to go to the market and buy the groceries needed okaaaaaaay.
I don't know why, but i just have this cooking kick that has been lingering around me these few days =/
Annnnnnnnnnd, my next dish is ................... SOUP MACORONI :D
Any takers that wants a treat too?
DO LEAVE YOUR NAME AT THE TAGBOARD FOR REGISTRATION PURPOSES.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
Shall stun you by my ability in preparing these during mon!
The washing of veggie umpteen times, the cutting and many more! :X

The bottom right hand side is the POPCORN CHICKEN.

I know it somehow looked like shit. :x

2009-08-31T09:31:00.000+08:00

I miss honey boy though we're meeting in like 30 mins times.
LMAO.
I SO MISS BGSS'S BA COR MEEE.

This time round back will make me fulfil my desire for that bowl of mee (:

2009-08-27T22:48:00.000+08:00

I GOT A DISTINCTION FOR MY PIANO EXAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM.

Stupid blogger.
I cannot make that font BIG AND BOLDED.
Blogger suck.

OHMYGOD.
today is the best day of my life.
I feel so contented laaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
EXAMS ENDED and HOLS COMMENCED.
ITOUCH AND HONEY BOY WHO'S ALWAYS THERE FOR ME.

Love (:

2009-08-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

And i swear, i'm feeling so damn stress now.
The chunk of notes waiting for me to memorise.
And its 10pm now.
I have to memorise like 9 chapters?
Thats crazy i swear.
This is so saddening ):

2009-08-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

I carefully hold you on my little palm,
placing you in my little pocket,
so that i can keep you with me,
so close, to my heart (:

2009-08-24T14:05:00.000+08:00

I heavy paper's finally over.
I finally feel the air :D

Sadly yet proudly to say, i'm left with 3 more papers =/

2009-08-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Did not manage to study much today.
And, I BOUGHT MY I TOUCH.
Whooooooooooots.
damn damn damn excited abt it :D

HAP is seriously driving me crazy i tell you.
6 chapters for memorising, its like -.-
Mug?
No motivation ! Tell me how ):

2009-08-22T11:25:00.000+08:00

First paper PIPC is finally over.
HAP will be up next.
And i'm seriously pretty worried abt it.
Gaaaaaaaaaaawd.

And i'm in such a dilema.
IT's fair arriving on the 10th of sep to 13th of sept.
I want an ITOUCH before i leave on the 11th for my 8 days beijing trip ):
Imagine how boring is that going to be.

I'm so gonna miss honey boy like mad ):

2009-08-20T07:50:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD.
And its just TOMORROW, people.
MIND YOU ):

2009-08-18T11:24:00.000+08:00

POOF, spent 6 hours on HAP ytd and finally.
I'm done for the notes for hap.
But i'm still left with the memory part though.
Will continue with PIPC after the lectures.
Will be having lessons later on from 1 to 3 and 4 to 6.

Sian ):
Same for tmr too.
Oc and pipc.
gawd.

And i so love honey boy, seriously.

2009-08-17T08:46:00.000+08:00

I SERIOUSLY SO LOVE MY YONG YONG ! ;D

THAT STUPID HEART STEALER WHO REFUSED TO GIVE IT BACK TO ME =/

But nvm, keep it safe with you ^^

2009-08-14T09:56:00.000+08:00

Maybe just a short post before i head off to sch hor?
*Giggles.
Hmms, only had to attend sch for 1 lecture and 1 tut thats all.
BUt guess how its laid out.
11-12 tut, 12-2 BREAK, 2-3 MATHS LEC.
Off you go.
Stupid huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh.
Gawd.

idkwhyijusthavethiskindastrangefeeling,itssokindafake.

2009-08-11T21:58:00.000+08:00

Why do we always have to quarrel before i realise your importance.
Sorry honey.
I'm loving you so much more than ever now.
*Hugs you tightly till you cannot breathe k? LMAO.

2009-08-07T07:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY HONEY BOY !

I love you so much laaaa sunshine :D

Sorry for the lack of meeting with you during the busy times.
But i promise my time will be all yours after this k?
The going out in the middle of the night for movie sessions and walking home slowly after that.
The stroll walk in east coast park and walking home after that.

I love you baby :D

2009-08-03T10:43:00.000+08:00

Oh maaaaaaan, I seriously had enough for studying.
Studied PIPC on Sat and now, I'm done with OC !
Went to library ytd and studied for like 5 hours plus solid?
Stayed there for 6 hours exactly.
Did not went for lunch, had sandwich.
So can study more !
Whoots, I just feel so proud for myself :D

2009-08-01T15:01:00.000+08:00

Caught Harry Potter ytd at Downtown with honey boy.
Couple seats again !
Cos i just simply loves it when he puts his arm ard me while watching the whole movie.
This is oh-so-loved.
HEEEEEEEEES.

Anw, pocky caught me =/
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELL, okay.
LETS HOPE NO ONE SEES THIS !
HAHAHAHAHA.
Its so damn fun just to disturb her.
I BET YOU CAN IMAGINE THAT SPASTIC LOOK on her face the moment she saw my post.

okaaaaaaaaay, enough of disturbing =/

Results for Quiz 2:
Biochem: PENDING
HAP: PENDING
Maths and stats: PENDING
Organic chem: 24/25
Pipc: 24/25

Satisfied?
NAH.
Cos there's still 3 subjects which may fail me ):

2009-07-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

Today my cramps almost conquer my soul, i say.
But well, i survived through it.
However, lessons did not exactly went in through my stupid brain.
But thank goodness, with the help of TURTLE, HUI JIE AND POCKY, i SURVIVED. =x
The copying of lecture notes for me, the trouble they took to refill my water that took up their precious break.
THANKS MAN, you girls rock big big time :D

SHIT, lets hope L-E-WU doesn't see this k.
LOL.
I bet she will go screaming and yelling and ennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn-ing all the way like a siao kia if she sees this.
Anw, wait till then then say!
LMAO .

2009-07-22T22:30:00.001+08:00

I so can't wait to meet the loves on Saturday ! :D

2009-07-17T23:13:00.004+08:00

Lets see what i shall begin with my post.
I realise that i've spent a lot this month.
$103 on a NUM bagpack, $29.90 on a ZARA blouse, $16 on a DOROTHY PERKINS shirt on Sunday.
And $75 on my hair on Tuesday for rebonding of FRINGE and TREATMENT for whole hair.
GAWD.
So of course, i have got no choice but to ask for advance allowance =x

Hmms, school days are usual with the same old clique and the same daily gossips.
Toured ard the whole temasek today cos we didn't have anything better to do and realise that design sch's building is damn cool.
Its so damn nice that it looked more like a museum than a school.
Now i think Applied Science is DAMN CHA CHA.
Tsk tsk.

Hohoho, wanna see my new fringe?
HA ! I know you are dying to right !
K LAAAAAAA, let you have a nice sleep tonight.

GOODNIGHT! :D

2009-07-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

A WONDERDUL DAY IN SCHOOL TODAY.
With lunch at RI BEN CHUN with the loves (:
And seee, I AM CUTE RIGHT.
LMAO =X
Okay, i think li qing's gonna faint if she see this.
I know she can't stand it.
But nah, she will be cutting her stupid fringe when she's FREE.
And so, i wonder when will that be. LOL.

2009-07-12T22:17:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD.
I think i look so damn super cute with my short short fringe.
LMAO.
K laaa, i know its damn bu yao lian -.-

2009-07-11T13:06:00.001+08:00

Honey, get well soon pleaseeeeeeeeeee.
I really cannot stand a day without you ):

2009-07-07T08:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, HONEY BOY.
I love you (:

I promise to walk you through what ever endeavours you might face with you together.

2009-07-05T21:53:00.002+08:00

Honey boy and i got the date mixed up.
He thought today is the 7th, NEH NEH.
ITS NOT OKAY.
I'LL NEVER FORGET OUR ANNIVERSARY DE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

*hugs*

2009-07-04T09:10:00.007+08:00

I think some people are just DAMN RIDICULOUS.
Shan't elaborate more abt it.
Just note that stupid people like that do exist in this beautiful world.
Without this people, you will realise this world is too perfect.
So to prevent us from taking things for granted, this kind of people exist.

Anyway, i did very very badly for term test.
Look at that stupid D.

CSAS: 34/50 C

OC: 28/50 D

HAP: 31/50 C

PIPC: 41/50 A

MATHS: 47/50 A

But luckily, I GOT A MERIT FOR MY MOCK PIANO EXAM.

Okay, its a MOCK though ):

2009-06-27T16:06:00.002+08:00

PIANO MOCK EXAM AT 5.00PM LATER.

Ohmygod.
I'm feeling the jitters.
Shucks ):

Anyway, i bought i new phone ! :D

2009-06-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

DRAG ME TO HELL .

Caught this movie today with honey boy at E hub today.
Know why E hub?
Cause its the nearest Cathay cineplex from Bedok.
And why Cathay cineplex?
Because they have this SUPER COSY COUPLE SEATS and SUPER NICE POTATO WEDGES :D
Yay ! I love cuddling boyf in his oh-so "he think is FIT arms".
And screaming at every small detail of the movie at him which frighten him SOME TIMES.
Oh my gawwwwwwwwwd, its god damn exciting to do that when you can see him practically JUMP.
Whoots, he looks DAMN cute.

I love you, sweetie honey boy (:

2009-06-18T23:19:00.003+08:00

Why do i feel like as if being thrashed so hard on the ground, the impact so huge that i can't stand anymore?
Gawd, the pain is fading.
Till the point, i feel no more.
Thanks for being by my side honey, hugging me tight while i'm in tears.
Msging me in the middle of the night telling me how much you love me and that you will be thr for me.
" I'm always here for you, whenever you need me, i'll be there. "
Thank you.
But i seriously feel the numbness in my heart which will still occasionally be triggered by certain factors.
I so feel like crying.
But it doesn't help.
I wanna talk to her, i seriously don't want things to turn out this manner.
But how?
I dread saying sorry when i wasn't at fault.
The fatigueness i felt each time i do so, who knows?
I think, i shall let time heal that wound.
And too, let time prove that people don't forgive and forget as easy as how they say.
If only they do ...

2009-06-16T12:20:00.001+08:00

I'm goin to the gym later with honey boyf :D

Shall blog again some time !

2009-06-07T19:14:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY

AND

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY MOST LOVED (:

I enjoyed my phototaking session with you today, too, i hope you do :D

Hmms, i think i shall let the photo speak .

LOOK AT HIS STUPID DUMB DUMB FACE ! (:

AND OF COURSE, I GOT MY PRESENT TOO ! :D

TADA!

2009-06-04T14:33:00.000+08:00

Last lap to go :D

2009-06-03T18:57:00.001+08:00

WOOHOO, 2 MORE SUBJECTS TO GO AND HERE I COME, HOLIDAYS !

2009-05-28T23:06:00.004+08:00

I seriously have so many thoughts that are going through my mind like an endless chaotic riot.
I feel that life isn't simple, perhaps complicated.
I've been trying very hard to find time out for my own, but the hectic school days are stopping me from doing so.
And seriously, i don't know why but i find myself nowadays always drained with fatigue and more fatigue-ness.
My mood gets affected very very easily i swear.
To that extent, i can get very affected EVEN BY WATCHING A SERIAL DRAMA.
I can think of why are things going on like for like days such that i sleep for only 5 to 6 hours?
And during lectures, my mind gets switch back to that drama storyline.
And watching that show gets me to think, are guys on this earth really such an easy prey to woman who are feeling helpless?
Why do man at certain point of time somehow lost their ability in judging whats right and whats wrong.
Drunk isn't an excuse to everything.
Cos drunk doesn't knock you out of your senses such that you don't know whats happening ard you and that you lose control of yourself.
If thats the case, DON'T DRINK.
Don't shirk off all responsibilty and say GOODBYE after you somehow "regain consciousness" and claim that it was a misunderstanding after that.
Or perhaps, it was a mistake right from the beginning.

I'm beginning to feel tired about L.I.F.E.
As in, the real meaning to it.
Life is how you look at it and how you live it.
Live it to the fullest or not to.
Happy or sad? Its our choice.
Easy to say. But emotions are usually the things that overwhelm us isn't it?
And majority of the time is that emotions determines our behaviour.
L.I.F.E at different stages of life have different ways of living it.
For now, its obvious that we have to study hard and nothing else.
For what? For the sake of a bright future that brings us luxury.
Maybe 5 to 6 more years down the road, the working life sets in and the reason to why we live starts to change.
At that time, we will be working, slogging our guts out so that we'll have a good career, isn't it?
But the ultimate goal is still the same.
LUXURY isn't it?

GET A LIFE MAN, PEOPLE.

And now i understand, be contented with what we have instead of taking everything for granted and always asking for more.
Why not try taking mishaps that happen as blessing in disguise?

Wo zhen de lei le.
And all i ask for is someone who is willing to be there for me and not let me think even further.
I hope it isn't difficult.

2009-05-27T19:36:00.002+08:00

You've been a really wonderful boyf, i love you honey.
No matter how nasty i can be to you, you nv fails to show me your oh-so-stupid smile.
I love you (:

2009-05-23T13:59:00.002+08:00

Why do i have to hate you in the first place.
But i really hope that you would understand that hatred isn't built overnight.
And little did i know, that i've caused people ard to be affected as well.
All i can say is that, I'm sorry.
But i seriously cannot get myself to greet him even he's around in the house.
I seriously cannot be bothered with him.
Stop making a nuisance of yourself will you?

2009-05-16T23:03:00.003+08:00

If only you would realise the importance you hold in my heart.
I love you honey.
Cos all the things you've done simply make me love you deeper each day.
Sorry for saying things to you that may be hurtful at times, but i'm really glad that you nv once put it to heart.
Thanks for tolerating everything for all these while and all i wanna say is,
I LOVE YOU.

2009-05-15T22:02:00.005+08:00

Poof, another week had just passed (:
And i'll not deny about the amazing rate that it has went by like that.
With all the tests stacking after 1 another, our HAP and PIPC's tests are finally over.
We had our lessons as usual today but cause today's 4pm HAP tutorial was moved forward to ytd, and so we had an early release at 4 plus pm.
Went to TM to meet up with honey and the rest with Aikhui who was on her way to meet her boyf too :D
Chatted as usual on the way thr (:
Went for work at ard 6pm and yes, i just got home.
Why am i on my computer blogging?
Cos i'm waiting for honey to finish eating before we start our game of DOTA :D

Thanks honey, for buying the pads for me.
I love you.
I seriously didn't expect you to say yes so readily.
Thanks and sorry for causing you those unnecessary embarrassment ! =/

And today, i realise:

No one's a perfectionist.
Everybody are humans, and so we make mistakes.
Before condemning anyone else, we should reflect on whether, did we do well enough?
Or have we been long ago condemned by everyone?
Hatred gives rise to even more hatred which will eventually tires everyone out.
Fatigue.
Drained.
Is that all worthwhile?
Put ourselves in other people shoes and think, how are we actually portraying ourselves to people?
Are we looked at with tainted eyes or otherwise?
Why not just learn to put things down?

Reality are too penetrating
I can't even begin to express my hatred
Remove my true heart, write it into a diary
As if it were a silent film.

And secretly, i hope there isn't such a knot in our hearts that keeps us at a distance away =/

2009-05-10T19:11:00.002+08:00

Poly's life is seriously not as expected - Slackness.
Slackness is TOTAL BULLSHIT.
You can find yourself mugging over subjects and more subjects over the weekends when you see others are out to play.
They love to give tests at total random-ness at the first 10 mins or last 10 mins of the lesson.
And they name it POP QUIZ.
I've got a total new outlook of poly life, which is HECTIC-NESS.
Well again, it hasn't been the 1st time i'm ranting over it but thats how much emphasis i wanted to bring it up to you guys.
And lets not assume that poly life have such days with going to school for 2 hours and so, and off BYE BYE you go.
That is so not true (i am referring to my course).
I have to reach school at 9a.m and ends them at either 5pm or 6pm on Monday, Thurs and Fri.
As for Tues and Wed, its slightly better as Tues, i get to go to school at 11am, and home at 5pm.
As for Wed, i get to reach school at 10am and ends at 6pm with all the lectures.
I'm beginning to fall deeply in love with Tuesday.
And i HATE HATE HATE Thurs and Fri ! $%#@#!!$%&*

HAHAHAHA! all right all right, enough of my rants.
I shall comment on what i've did today.
I only managed to revise my Human And Physiology of the later part of Cells And Tissues.
As for other subjects, i merely managed to breifly read through certain subjects and having the attempt to try understand them.
Understanding is certainly a skill that i'm lacking of.

2009-05-09T11:09:00.002+08:00

I'm goin out to study later with that Noobass lady.
Hahahaha !
Its been pretty long ever since we last studied tog, apart from the MAHJONG SESSION.
Hees, and and, i'll be meeting honey later ! I so can't wait =/

Thanks for tolerating my nonsense at times when they can sometimes be very unreasonable.
You never failed to apologise which eventually melts my heart.
I'm sorry for not being able to put myself into your shoes to realise how much you missed me.
And finally,we've went through the different ups and downs in our life for the past 6 months and 2 days.
Thanks for being there whenever i need you.
Those times which were spent with you will nv been forgotten.
I love you baby.

2009-05-06T21:26:00.003+08:00

Darling had been suntanning for this few weeks.
And he look some kind of, CHAO TA now =/
Today he went all the way down just to get the fabrics for me.
Thanks honey (:
And cos i missed him too much, i msged to ask if he can come down to fetch me home from sch.
Immediately, he agreed.
You simply made me realise the meaning of L.O.V.E.
And the reason to why you went suntanning was cos, you know i think tan guys are hot =/
Ohmy, you simply rawk.
You practically did almost everything you can in this world just to make me fall even deeper for you each day.
Despite it isn't the first days we are tog, the treatment you gave me not only did not change, but they got even better.
Gawd, i love you :D

2009-05-05T11:01:00.002+08:00

I realised tat i have not been blogging for like quite long, and so i've decided to do so.
I've bought this pair of shoes online, and till now it still have not reached me.
To be frank, i'm seriously worried.
This isn't the first time i'm buying shoes from this blog owner.
Hence, i trust her integrity.
So i was browsing through other blogshops, i saw this black cardigan that caught my eye AGAIN.
Which this times round turns out to be more expensive than the shoes.
35.50 bucks.
Cos i simply love ittttttt, i've decided to purchase it (:
But of course this time round, i've choosen registered mail instead.
Cos its registered mail, it'll take longer days as compared to the normal postages.
So hope this long wait isn't gonna get my neck longer =/

Well, boyf's went to gym with that mouth retard this morning.
Know why he can't meet me?
COS I'M MEETING MY NEW LOVES FOR LUNCH !
Thanks for being so understanding sweet heart.
I simply love you more than anything else~

2009-05-01T00:48:00.002+08:00

And its exactly 6 days, 2 hours, 10 minutes, 45 seconds more to our 6 month! =)

I ♥ Tan Xiao Xi

2009-04-28T11:08:00.001+08:00

Gawd.
Sch's life rather hectic.
I thought it would be even more slack than secondary sch but i was definitely wrong.
But friends i know are nevertheless great! :D
And now, i am currently having a sore throat, which explains to my macho voice =/

2009-04-20T01:57:00.002+08:00

HAHA, look at the shiny nose. =)

2009-04-15T12:42:00.001+08:00

I seriously felt so grateful that i've such a wonderful boyf.
I swear, he's the best :D

2009-04-08T00:24:00.003+08:00

Watched the show Confessions Of a Shopaholic.
And i loved that show ! (:
I think its a nice movie laaaaaaa, THE GIRL WITH THE GREEN SCARF !
Well, bet we'll be catching THE UNBORN tmr WITH HONEY of course.
But of course, not forgetting to do that after my piano practicing ^^
Whoots !

2009-04-07T13:10:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5TH MONTH HONEY.
I love you as much as ever.
I promise i would be there, like how i was ytd just whenever you need me.
Hugs, i love you(:

2009-04-01T12:47:00.003+08:00

You said: " Baobei, wo zhen de hen ai ni, bu yao li kai wo, hao ma?"

And for a moment, i really felt treasured :D

2009-03-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

Dayout with honey ytd to EAST COAST PARK.
Cos i suddenly have this urge to take neoprint, we took cab down to bugis.
LMAO.
And we took our FIRST NEOPRINT.
How cool.
I think i look QUITE PRETTY IN THE PHOTO KAAAAAAAAAAY (:

2009-03-30T12:52:00.003+08:00

Browsing other people's blog makes me feel so jealous of them.
Why their life seems much more interesting and anticipating much more than mine?
Gawd, i'm jealous when i see people of my age able to go overseas with their friends.
I bet that would be damn fun ! ):
But my parents don't allow, shag-ness.
Gawd.
Anyway, able to spend my life and days with my friends here are not bad as well laa i think. :x
Had the usual mahjong session with xinyi, her boyf and of course mine too (:
Well, i lost ):
90 cents! Thats like, my week's pocket money ! *smacks head*
Haha!
I so wanna catch the movie CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPPERHOLIC.
Honey wants THE UNBORN.
hahaha!
But anw, we'll be on our way to East Coast again.
For what?
BULIDING OF SANDCASTLES ! :D

2009-03-26T22:10:00.000+08:00

I waited, but sadly.
You weren't there.

2009-03-23T01:39:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SWEETHEART! I'll always love you. =)

I ♥ Tan Xiao Xi

2009-03-18T23:06:00.004+08:00

Shagness.
I have to be on intensive practicing of piano.
Cos my exams are round the corner.
Gawwwwwwwd, its freaking me out.
*slaps forehead.

Thinking of stopping my business at my blogshop.
But, it brings me money ! =x
Hmmmmmmmmmmms, i think better not ^^

For this month, i've watched Coming Soon and Marley & Me.
Hmms, i'm thinking of catching the moving FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH, which will be coming out next.
Horror genre, AGAIN.
HOW BLESS CAN HONEY GET.
HAVING TO WATCH HORROR MOVIE WITH ME AGAIN ! (:
I know darling won't complain, right? :D

And now, i'm anticipating for my birthday (;
This year's birthday is gonna be a special one.
Cos, its spent with you, sweetheart ♥

2009-03-16T13:55:00.001+08:00

Awwwwww, thanks honey.
I love you too.
Hugs (:

2009-03-16T00:22:00.006+08:00

Sweetheart, you've already become a need in my life.
I LOVE you, and, i NEED you.
♥

I ♥ Tan Xiao Xi

2009-03-13T14:14:00.003+08:00

I will be meeting darling later to catch the move COMING SOON .
Gawd, i so can't wait i swear.
Scream the hell out of you man people !

HAHAHAHA. NEH NEH.
Such a pity you guys can't come along to watch with me ! :P

Hmms, will be meeting darling at bedok inter first as i have a lot of mails on hand that i have to post them out.
Cheers to my mom's efficiency ! (:
Don't get the wrong idea, i DON'T mail them after i've collected a no.
I mail them immediately once it is done.
So seeeeee, my mom's that efficient to complete such a no. of parcels for me within a night!
CHEERS TO SUPER MOM :D

2009-03-11T13:13:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry, honey ):

2009-03-10T23:52:00.004+08:00

The movie MARLEY AND ME is seriously a very nice show.
Well, the touching part was still so-so.
As it only managed to make me tear, A LITTLE.
So, no kick !
But still, its a very touching movie though (:
This few days had been raining so damn heavily.
Gosh.
And and, i just came across this picture from my cousin's blog.
You know, i was being benovolent, hence agreeing in being her model.
Actually, its cos i wanted her to be mine too.
HAHAHA.
Ohmy, i think it must be her photography skill thats bad, which resulted in my HORRIBLE SKIN-TONE.
(joking huh, no offence =x)
LOOK AT MY NECK, HANDS, THEN LEGS.
LMAO, people. Know what this is known as?
Toning !
LUCUS LEE Art student, AM I RIGHT in this?

I would appreciate it if you could say that i'm fair.
Thank you people.
That would give me a very consoling feeling (:

2009-03-08T08:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH :D

Dumbass i love you !
Thanks for walking me through part of my journey in life and i believe we have a longer way to go .
Thank you for all the tolerating and everything.
I love you, as much as how much i did not want you to leave me.
Honey, thank you (:

2009-03-08T03:30:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th month sweetheart!
I ♥ Tan Xiao Xi

2009-03-02T12:11:00.006+08:00

Since i have nothing to do now, I've set my mind on to blogging (:
Come round to think of it, i'm starting to miss school days, my classmates and their jokes.
Now i regret how i used to groan every morning when i have to wake up early just to go to sch.
Besides rotting at home, i've been trying to make my day as fuifiling as possible.
For egs, i'll plan my whole day one thing after another, and make sure i complete it.

Let me talk about today's plan :
At 1pm , i'll be goin to Tanah Merah Mrt Station for a meetup.
After that, i'll be heading down to bugis to shop for some materials i need, which will last for maybe 2-3 hrs?
By the time i'm done, should reach ard 5pm.
And so, i'll be heading down to the place whr i always purchase my fabrics to replenish my stocks.
At 7pm, i have another meetup at Tanah Merah Mrt station.
At 8pm, I'll be goin down to Bedok CC again, for meetup (:
Last but not least, i'll end my day by having dinner maybe at Blk 85 with darling !

Wowwww.
I seriously like such a day where i have my things all well planned.
Cos it makes me feels that I AM AN EFFICIENT KID.
*thumbs up !

Hohoho, well.
I'm done with my blogging and hope that on my fulfilling trip, i'll be able to take some photos and post them up !
I know i know you people can't wait to see my beautiful face yea?
*BLINKS*

2009-03-01T08:54:00.003+08:00

You made me realise whats the meaning of L-O-V-E and, finally i understood, how much i hold a place in your heart.
Honey, 6 more days to go to our 4th month !
I so can't wait :D

2009-02-26T10:55:00.000+08:00

I still love you honey (:

2009-02-24T22:36:00.003+08:00

Those words of yours, seriously hurt.
I know you didn't mean it, but too, you did not know how much it can hurt.
Its the same as saying "Get lost, you dirty fellow"
It isn't something i can control or do to prevent it, you know?
You wouldn't know how hurt was i just now.
I was at the brink of bursting into tears, but i don't see the need to to do that in front of you.

2009-02-24T12:17:00.004+08:00

I'm going out with darling later on for a shopping spree (:
My purpose for today's shopping spree is : to purchase my school uniform before the sch reopens =/
Doesn't that gives me a very good reason to splurge? HAHA!
Hmms, i am currently thinking if shud buy the forever 21 belt which is $20 plus.
It is is made in china and the leather part is so not good =/
IS IT WORTH THE MONEY?
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, IT IS SUPER NICE LA !
HOW HOW HOW.
anw, i've decided to spend $100 today ! woohooo ^^

2009-02-22T21:04:00.004+08:00

I AM SUPER ANGRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN THE BUS TODAY.

There's this stupid woman who tapped my shoulder and said : " ERR, XIAO JIE AH. NI SHI ZHANG DE HEN MEI, KE SHI NI JIANG HUA KOU SHUI YI ZHI PEN DAO WO MEN"
Meaning, her main point was saying that my saliva keep coming out when i talked and make until her.
Then cos i was talking to darling, i just merely said a sorry to her.
She: Never mind la, i'm just telling you, want to take note abt it. Its okay.

Coming to think of it.
FUCK HER. How can it be possible?
I WAS SITTING IN FRONT OF HER LAA.
You mean the saliva came out from my hair or something that KEEP SPLASH TILL YOU.
WAAAAAAAAA, I SUPER ANGRY LA.
I seriously think that its a very BIG BIG ISSUE k.
So ridiculous.
And why did i even say sorry.
Tsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssk.

SUAN LE, at least she say I HEN MEI.
I VERY PRETTY.
*Shuaaaaaaaaaaaaaang ^^

2009-02-21T11:50:00.006+08:00

I feel that its pretty long since i last blogged, though its only 6 days =/
Well, shall talk abt what me and boyf did on Vday ! :D
And i swear, the cable car ride was super duper scary.
I was so frightened and scolded poor boyf throughout the ride =x
So now, the picture shall speak.

Yesssssssssssssss, I LOVE YOU HONEY ♥

2009-02-15T22:42:00.001+08:00

Thanks honey (:

I'm sorry for eating that heart shape white choc =/

2009-02-14T11:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, HONEY (:

I so can't wait for the outing with you later on!
Cody kept telling me i'll love you even more after today ..
WHOOTS. I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT ! :D

2009-02-13T08:39:00.002+08:00

I'm goin for meetups later at bedok and seng kang, how tiring ):

Tmr's Valentines' Day people :D

2009-02-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

Poly's life ahead!
Its time to start anew (:
The thought of it should be filled with anticipation, excite-ness and YAY-NESS like how i am feeling now!

TO WORK, or NOT TO WORK?
I'm confused ):
Cos i still had not enough of play.
But i need money.
Help me with my thoughts, who?

2009-02-09T22:29:00.001+08:00

Get well soon love ):

2009-02-08T01:10:00.001+08:00

OHMY, darling's singing so loudly.
Yet he don't know i'm recording it.

SHIT. He found out );

2009-02-06T22:00:00.002+08:00

People say, "Sometimes, the higher your expectation, the greater your disappointment".
I totally DISAGREE.
Know why?
Cos, its not only sometimes, its ALWAYS.

2009-02-05T11:37:00.003+08:00

The way how life is like depends on how one looks at it.
Be it happy or sad, they must have its special meaning in it.
Learn to fall and pick yourself up after each failure.
Learn to wipe off the tears on you and move on to the better part of life.
And thats when you've completely defeated the sadness in you, you're the winner.

Silence, NEVER meant consent.
BUT.
Silence, IS the loudest cry.

2009-02-03T00:39:00.002+08:00

I seriously don't understand why human beings value wealth more than kinship.
Blood is thicker than water, isn't it?
Or is it just a total BULLSHIT to you people.
I don't find the need to curse you, cos i don't think there's a need to.
It does not make any difference anyway.
You are still you, the money-minded you.

We all recognised your children as GRADUATES, SMART ASSES.
And why do you have to ask money from your siblings when your fucking own children is earning so much more?
DIDN'T YOU SHOW OFF ABOUT HOW MUCH YOUR CHILDREN EARN A MONTH OR THINGS LIKE THAT.
ASK MONEY FROM THEM THEN.
OR, are you too ashame to do that?
Shame on YOU, BLOODY ASSHOLES.
Bringing up your children to be graduates and top scorers and yet, when you need money, THEY CAN'T HELP YOU.
And so, what even gives you the fucking right to SAY THAT I LIE TO MY PARENTS ABOUT MY RESULTS.
FINE, i know i didn't do well, neither did i say i did.
WHY ONLY SHOW OFF ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER, THAT FUCKING TOP SCORER?
SHOW OFF ABOUT YOUR SON LA.
FUCKING ASSHOLES.

I REPEAT MYSELF: MY PARENTS ARE NOT YOUR MONEY TREE NEITHER YOUR ATM MACHINE.

SO, FUCK OFF WITH THAT SHAME ON YOU.

2009-02-02T00:43:00.003+08:00

Hello people (:
Its the 7th day of New Year, and surprisingly, i'm still stuck with a total of less than $200 ang bao money.
Of course, excluding my parents' *grins.

Well, i'm currently jobless and not intending to look for one YET.
Cos i think its still the time to enjoy life.

I hope that this year would be a good year, BUT apparently, i've been losing money since the first day of new year ):
Hmms, come to think of it, i've only eaten steamboat TWICE ;D

Ha ha, all right.
I'm ending here.

2009-01-29T23:55:00.002+08:00

FCUK .
I'M FUCKING SHAG.
OFF YOU GO.

2009-01-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

Well, honey changed his specs (:
and he gave me his old one!
I'm so into wearing his specs laaaaaaaaa. =/

Don't he look like CHARLIE ZHANG? LMAO.

2009-01-22T10:48:00.001+08:00

Well, on the go to another shopping spree later on (:
With luc, honey and that ah gua zeng that wants to snatch honey from me, i guess.
hahaha !

2009-01-18T14:14:00.002+08:00

I have so many thing i wanna blog about.
But i really don't know how i should describe how i am feeling.

I hate working, especially desk-bounded jobs.
But the pay is relatively attractive, whr to get such a deal?

I want to work as a cashier, but my parents BOTH disagree.

Gawd, and i really hope that Messy would call me up.
But, I DON'T WORK ON PUBLIC HOLS and SUNDAY.
Soooooo, will they even consider me. =/

I want to work with honey, BUT he wants to work in pedro with his new found
friend, Fabian.

I want to have many many clothes!
When i was waiting for my pay, i could so easily name those things i wanna
buy so easily.
But why when i got it, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO BUY.
Thats the worse kind of feeling ever.

I love the days shopping with honey.
Cos i'll have backaches FREE from me :D
Honey will always be there to carry by bag for me, the things i buy and everything.
When i'm thirsty but busy plucking my skins, he'll cautiously feed me.
Oh gawwwwwwwwwd, you seriously make me feel so love honey (:

2009-01-16T11:46:00.003+08:00

Hmms, i'm goin jobless soon.
So for now, i should be on a job hunting !
Hence, the meetup with xinyi later on.
Her favourite place - City Hall.
WHAT THE HELL -.-
Hahaha.

Honey, wo hao xiang ni.
Bu yao zhe yang dui wo le hao bu hao? ):

2009-01-14T16:41:00.002+08:00

Gawd, i'm still stuck with what course i should take on.
Whats more, there's 12 to fill up -.-
Well, i'll discuss it again with my parents!

Went down to look for darling after my half day work today.
I practically DUA-ED him all the way, and when i reached there, i'm happy to see him being caught by surprise! (;
I rushed down all the way, *though i was damn hungry* just to get there in time.
Well, my hard work paid off.
Know why?
Cos i get to see that DUMBEST SMILING FACE of his.

Boy, i love you (:

2009-01-13T00:29:00.002+08:00

Well, i'm really mixed up with so many kind of feelings.
But why, i so feel like as if i was really the bad guy.
Was i the one that changed everything?
I believe, we get what we deserved.
Isn't it?
Or, was i wrong. OH SO WRONG.
I don't know =/
Damn, i really dun know.
But i really treasure what i have now, i really do.
So please, change, DON'T TAKE PLACE.
And please kindly get this guilt out of me.

2009-01-11T01:19:00.003+08:00

EAST COAST DAY OUT after darling's work at expo ! (:
We shall let the pictures speak their words ;D

LOOK AT THAT SMUG FACE. * Winks (:

THATS IT FOR TODAY! ;D

2009-01-10T13:55:00.002+08:00

In your arms, i know i'm blessed (:

2009-01-09T07:18:00.003+08:00

Its been a long time since i really sat down and blog.
Now, i'm waiting for my hair to dry, cos i'm goin to work later.
Monday, its the day we'll be geting back our results.
Jitters.
Shag-ness -.-
well, just hope everything runs well.

i'm goin to Bedok cc in the evening in SCHOOL UNIFORM.
it for the sake of collecting the bursary.
TSSSSSSSSSSSK.
still need wear school u.
oh god .

and, i'm really really tired of working alr people.
i wanna work at places that i'm happy, enjoying the job.
shag ):
long working hours, they're draining me out.

i miss darling , so so so badly. i swear ):

2009-01-07T00:03:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

I LOVE YOU!

Dear, i'm really touch to receive your call at 12. I LOVE YOU!
♥ Tan Xiao Xi

Your beloved honey, AH GONG! =)

2009-01-06T11:34:00.000+08:00

Darling's the sweetest thing ever (:

2009-01-02T22:04:00.004+08:00

i'm sorry darling, really sorry.
maybe you won't blame me now, but you may, in the future.
i can't help, but i really fear the arrival of that day.
i'm sorry for landing you in such a state whr you can't sleep well.
please, forgive me.
i'm sorry for the tears you shed, and i swear, those tears that rolled down your face tore my heart badly into pieces.
i sercretly hated myself.
so much.
at that instant, i did not think of reversing the time, but instead.
i thought of chopping my bloody hands into pieces.
really.
i'm really sorry.
its no one's fault.
but mine.
cos i did not have the resilience to say,
NO. TAKE YOUR FUCKING HANDS OF ME.

you wouldn't know how hurtful it is when you say you have to learn to get use of the absense of me.
and you wouldn't know how touched i was when you actually brought that zak bum to rub my bruise for me.
never in my life would i even expect you to do that for me.
that moment when you was rubbing my bruise so attentively, i swear to god.
you melted my heart, and i know.
i'm not goin to leave you.
please, for i ask for, is for you to trust me that i won't leave you.
and you will definitely do a good job in proving me right.

you wouldn't know the reason for why i kept crying.
it was cause, i know i'm wrong.
the way you treat me with your ever tender loving care and for those tears you shed.
that scene, kept flashing through my mind.
and how i wish you could really be mine forever.
its too early to say forever, but thats what i really wished for.
poly's life not gonna affect my feeling towards you.
cos for what we've been through together is nothing one can easily compare.
trust me, once more, will you?
i really want to go through whatever endeavours i shall encounter in the future tog with you.
as well as face the challenges tog with you thats ahead of us.
cos i know whatever may happen, you'll always be there for me.
"Change is the only thing that's constant"
but i know even if the sky were to fall, the earth to stop revolving,
i know, my love for you shall be ever-changing.
EVER-CHANGING?
yes, it shall be.
which is to love you more and more until, change isn't the constant anymore.

2008-12-31T11:27:00.004+08:00

Ytd went out with junn and jacq.
its like, finally.
the heart to heart talk session with them nv seems to fail.
and of course, i miss them so (:

Don't forget our new year's meeting deal! ;D

2008-12-26T18:06:00.000+08:00

I've updated my blogshop people, do visit them (:
www.shoppitout.blogspot.com

2008-12-25T16:43:00.003+08:00

HOHOHO.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! ;D

its christmas day everyone!
i bet everyone had a great time last night ;D
night was great with the loved ones as usual.
went for the movie, BEDTIME STORIES.
was pretty awesome, i can say.
but, i won't recommend it to my friends =/
cos many others say it was boring =x
weeeeeeeeell, i'm still in search of a handbag.
and of course.
i'm done with my new year clothes shopping :D
DON'T SAY I'M KIASU ALL RIGHT, i just wanna be prepared!
hmmmmmmmmmmms, oh and.
my senior wrote me a christmas card and i was awesomely pleased!
THANKS JASMINE, YOU'RE LOVED (:

this year's christmas was awesome with your presence.
and thanks for not leaving me alone by goin over to msia.
Honey, you're appreciated :D

2008-12-20T23:34:00.001+08:00

Darling's went shopping with me just now.
and yessss, he'd carried everything for me again =/
how sweet :D
hmmms, i knew i bought a lot.
but he still carried them for me.
thanks honey, you're loved ;D

2008-12-18T12:23:00.004+08:00

OHMY, ITS BEEN ANOTHER HECTIC WEEK.
and finally, i'm having a day's break off.
i seriously enjoy NON-COMPUTER work's.
ESPECIALLY ytd's work.
i just have to print and cut those paper and slot them into the new files.
i swear, time past by damn fast.
POOF. and its over :D

I HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO UPDATE ABOUT.
hmmmms, lets talk bout tuesday.
TUESDAY WAS AWESOME :D
know why?
COS ITS ................. PAYDAY!
and, when i reached home,
i received an MOE letter telling me that i'll be receiving $150 for dunno what EAGLES AWARD!
Muahahaha. HOW AWESOME CAN THAT BE.

So so, since i got my pay.
OF COURSE ITS TIME TO SPLURGE.
moreover, xmas's the season of giving, AND by new year.
WE WILL BE RECEIVING :D
hahahaa!
soooooo, NEW URBAN MALE'S BAG, I'M HERE FOR YOU.
and of course, many many new year clothes!
so, this week's simply EXCITING ;D

Lastly, i feel so loved.
Darling turned up ytd to accompany me for lunch.
he bought me sushi as i requested for that (:
he even bought me STRAWBERRY RED TEA in addition.
i so love him.
DARLING, YOU KNOW ME BEST :D

I ♥ YOU, honey (:

2008-12-13T11:12:00.003+08:00

its been so long since i last blogged.
working's life is seriously hectic and tiring.
how drained each time i felt after work.
though the pay's attractive, there are still times where i thought of stop working.
but still, for the sake of shopping, i put it through :D
weeeeeell, movies with darling later!
i so can't wait :D

2008-12-08T18:05:00.000+08:00

i so love my new urban male slipper!
thanks darling, i love you ! :D